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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 21:14:28 GMT -5
Shane kissed Cherie deeper and pulled back saying: ""We shouldn't be doing this." Shane whispered before resuming the kiss. As she heard a knock and Carmen's voice fluttered through. She was so caught up with Cherie, she didn't remember that Carmen was her girlfriend. Instead, she ignored it.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 21:24:01 GMT -5
Cherie continued kissing Shane as she moved ontop of Shane still kissing her. "I no, but it feels right" Cherie said, also ingoring the girls voice outside.
Carmen knocked again, not getting any response. 'That's not like Shane..she nomally replies by now' Carmen said as she placed her hand on th door knob. She turned it and slid the metal door open. The site she saw hit her right in the heart. Some girl was all over Shane. Carmen whimpered softly. "Shane" Carmen said very very sadly. Her voice was a whimper.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 21:28:30 GMT -5
Shane still kissed Cherie until the door opened and until Carmen whimpered. Shane pulled back, suddenly aware of everything that left her mind when she was kissing Cherie. "Carmen. I, I'm so sorry." Shane said softly. She had gone back to her old ways of hurting people and she hurt the person she loved most. It killed her on the inside.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 21:32:51 GMT -5
Carmen looked at Shane. Still shocked. Carmen turned and ran out of the room. She just couldn't deal with this right now. Carmen ran behind the building and lent against the wall. She slid down the wall and started to cry.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 21:36:21 GMT -5
Shane felt like an idiot. She had the perfect woman and she ruined it. "Carmen!" Shane called, going to her bag and pulling out her ring. She slid it on her finger and ran out, hearing sobs. She followed the sound and found Carmen. "Carmen." Shane said her name with sorrow and her heart was literally breaking.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 21:41:01 GMT -5
Cherie grabbed her bang with a smile and placed 200 dollars on the bench and left.
Carmen looked up at Shane with sad eyes. She didnt know what to say. She was heart broken. "W..why?" Carmen sobbed out. She looked down and felt the tears fall. Carmen started twisting her ring. Contemplating.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 21:44:28 GMT -5
"I don't know. She came in, we flirted and we kissed. It shouldn't have happened but it did." Shane spoke. "I never wanted to hurt you but I did." Shane sighed deeply. She hated seeing Carmen like this and it was all her fault.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 21:52:59 GMT -5
Carmen looked down. She knows she should be angry at Shane..but she was just broken. Carmen looked down at her ring. She started to play with it. Carmen sighed as she looked up at Shane. "Shane...you said you would never do that to me..and with...her..it made it worse" Carmen said as she remember how much Shane loved Cherie.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 21:54:53 GMT -5
"You're right Carmen. But I don't love her like I love you." Shane wanted Carmen to understand that Shane love Carmen more and she would do anything to fix her stupid mistake.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 22:05:19 GMT -5
Carmen looked up at Shane. "But you still love her?" Carmen asked, reply to Shane's last comment. Carmen knew deep down inside that Shane loved her with all her heart. But right now, Carmen was a bit confused.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 22:15:17 GMT -5
"What I mean is I don't love her. I did once upon a time ago but it wasn't like the love we share. I love you. It will always be you." Shane replied, realizing that her last comment was a little confusing.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 22:19:39 GMT -5
Carmen looked up at Shane through teared eye's. "I love you too...but now im alittle..confused" Carmen said as she looked down at her knees. Carmen felt lost. Distant. Could I still trust Shane? Carmen thought to herself.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 22:23:23 GMT -5
"I understand. And I'm sorry." Sorry seemed to be the word she loved as she kept saying it. But she wanted Carmen to understand that Shane will never stop loving her and that what she did was wrong and a big mistake.
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Post by Carmen De La Pica Morales on Aug 23, 2007 22:28:34 GMT -5
"I know" Carmen said as she just looked down. She didn't know what to say. Carmen hugged her knees to her chest and rested her chin on them.
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Post by Shane McCutcheon on Aug 23, 2007 22:32:06 GMT -5
Shane ran her fingers through her hair. She never expected this to hurt so much. She couldn't imagine what Carmen was going through. She must be hurting so much more than Shane. She wanted to hold her but didn't think Carmen would allow her. Which was fair enough.
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